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10/28/2011

Interview regarding theater week featuring Lauren Sekela, Brandywine Ballet dancer and blogger:

1.) We just witnessed the passing of theater week for the fall performances, meaning rehearsals moved out of the studio and onto the stage. How does your daily routine change once you move into the theater?

For me, theatre week is all about being organized! Driving to campus, taking classes all day, getting to the theatre for warm-up, and then rehearsing until 9:30p.m. takes discipline and organization. The next day, I do it all over again. I need to remember when leaving home in the morning to take with me everything I will need for the next 14 hours: food, class needs, all my dance supplies and a large dose of sanity. Theatre week is exciting and exhausting – but so rewarding.

2.) It must be rewarding to get out of the studio and onto the stage. What is your favorite thing about getting to the theater? What is the most difficult transition? And, 3.) now that rehearsals have moved to the stage, are there some things that work great in the studio, but do not translate as well to the stage, which require the choreographers to make changes? Is it difficult to implement changes, once you have learned a dance a certain way, or is it usually such a natural change that it easily falls into place?

Performing on stage at the theatre brings true life to the performance pieces. Everything is individualized to each piece such as lighting, props, the volume of the music and how it reverberates within the theatre walls. It is no longer just choreography. The pieces come “alive” in the theatre space. For myself, transitioning from studio to stage requires an adjustment to spacing on stage, placement of props, and the placement of the wings. With rehearsal time in the theatre at a premium, corrections move fast and the intense rehearsal schedule mandates that company members become acclimated to the necessary adjustments quite quickly. At first this can be difficult but it then quickly becomes muscle memory.

4.) How soon in the rehearsal process do you switch from rehearsing in studio gear to your actual costume and make up? Is it ever more difficult to perform the choreography you have learned in full costume and make up, and/or under the bright lights of the stage?

Approximately one week before a performance, we will progress from rehearsing in studio gear to our actual costumes, full make-up and hair. Although some dancers find it more difficult to dance in costume – especially if the costumes are cumbersome, I have not had that experience. I feel being on stage with costumes, lights, full hair and make-up requires me to dance as though it is an actual performance. Costumes are more than a cover for the dancer’s body to a performance. They can enhance or obstruct the choreography. By rehearsing in costume, the costume becomes an extension of your body, expressive range, and dance.

5.) How do you stay relaxed during theater week when the stakes become much higher as the opening performance nears? There must be increasing stress levels, do you practice yoga, meditate, read, or have any other relaxation methods that come in handy? And, 6.) do you find that you’re more aware of your general health and well-being during theater week in terms of sleep, diet, and general outlook on life? Can you share with us some steps you take to stay focused and in good spirits.

Theatre week is a whirlwind and can raise ones stress level. My days go pretty much non-stop from waking up at 6:30 a.m. until generally midnight. Between college classes and rehearsal requirements, I try to eat healthy, drink a lot of water, and get at least 6 hours sleep. My IPOD is full of “escape” music such as Radiohead and Paramore that I listen to when I have a few minutes to relax. Being on stage lifts my spirits so it is a good balance for any stress that may come my way.

7.) Some performers are very superstitious about performing, do you have any superstitions or pre-performance rituals?

Prior to a performance, I am quiet and like to listen to music through my iPod. This allows me to focus on what is calming, while tuning out all the activity around me. I use this time to walk through my technique in the pieces I will be performing. I find this enhances my artistry and self-confidence, while I prepare for that final moment before entering the stage to perform.

8.) What is your role in this fall’s performances? How does it compare to your role in last fall’s performance?

For the performance this fall, I was a soloist in Christopher Fleming’s The Phantom and a featured dancer in Nancy Page’s Mozart’s Requiem. Because I feel that my awareness and sensitivity of ballet technique and the art form in general has evolved over the last year, these roles felt even more mentally and physically demanding.

9.) Who among your dance peers, mentors, family, or friends is most helpful and reassuring during theater week? Do you have a go-to person when you’re feeling overwhelmed? Or do you have a book, film, music, or memory that consoles you?

My mom and the consistency of seeing my friends everyday at the theatre are very reassuring during stressful times. As I mentioned before, listening to my favorite bands both inspire me, and get me excited for performing!

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09/19/2011

At the end of every issue of Dance Magazine there is an article titled “Why I Dance.” As I am officially moved in to my new home at the University of Cincinnati, I have decided to write my own “Why I Dance” as my last blog for Brandywine. To put it simply, I cannot imagine myself doing anything else. My mom put me into my first ballet class at five years old, as happens with many little girls. I can’t say whether or not I was in love with it immediately, but our family soon moved and I gave it up. I tried tennis, gymnastics and soccer, but what did I choose to go back to? Ballet. I was in third grade when I made the decision to stick to dance, and despite this late start, (if you ask most ballet dancers they will tell you they have been dancing since they could walk) I found myself just as dedicated as the next person. I could have picked any hobby, any sport, any instrument, but all I wanted to do was dance, and it has been that way ever since. Ballet is the most challenging, frustrating and time-consuming thing I can think of, and at the same time, the most rewarding. There is absolutely nothing like the feeling of being on stage. It doesn’t matter how nervous I am while I stand waiting in the wings, the second my feet hit the stage, something else takes over. The combination of the music, the lights, the costumes, the audience and the heart pounding adrenaline wipes out all anxiety and second guessing. You don’t have to think about the next step, the next position, it just happens, and it is that freedom and excitement that I love about performing. 

Because ballet is what I have devoted myself to for so long, I cannot picture a life without it. I have dealt with two significant injuries in high school, a sprained ankle that kept me out for three weeks my freshman year, and a muscle tear that limited my dancing this past fall and completely stopped it for a few weeks this spring. In both of these cases, the diagnosis brought only one question to my mind, “how long until I can dance again?” Without it I was at a complete loss for what to fill my time with. Knowing how much I missed being at the studio for a matter of weeks made me realize that there is no way I could give it up for any length of time, and that is what helped me decide to go to college for dance. I am so thankful to have parents who completely supported this decision, as I know plenty of art-centered teenagers who find themselves fighting with parents who believe they need a “real” degree. I know that pursuing a career in dance is risky, especially in this economy when professional companies are hiring fewer and fewer dancers and it is almost guaranteed that you will need two jobs, if not three, to be able to afford living on your own. For me though, it is not worth giving up something I love just to have a “safe” major or a sense of security in future plans. I know it’s a matter of beating the odds, but I am ready and willing to take on the challenge to reach my dream of dancing professionally.

So, to wrap it up, dance is what makes me who I am. It’s the one place where I can go and let go of all the stress of a long day at school, the place where I have made the best friends I could ever hope for, the place where I can find role models to look up to, and a place where I feel at home. Why do I dance? Because I want to, I need to, and most importantly, I love to.

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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09/07/2011

With labor day behind us and many people back in work and school, it is safe to say that summer has come to a close. We had a wonderful one here at Brandywine Ballet, beginning with our four week intensive, in which we welcomed Meredith Rainey, Fang-Ju Gant, Martha Chamberlain, Jonathan Stiles, and Tara Keating, each of whom shared their own  style with us and brought a new energy to class. We wrapped up the four weeks with a beautiful show at Rose Tree Park, despite the rainy weather, and ended the summer with four more weeks of open classes. It has been tiring but exciting, challenging but fun, and as sad as I am to see it end, the fall brings with it new opportunities to grow and perform. Regular dance center classes began last night and just think, the Phantom and Requiem will be on stage in six short weeks!

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer and blogger

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08/28/11

This is one of my favorite youtube ballet finds. After studying at the Bolshoi Ballet School in Moscow, Polina Semionova became a principal at the Berlin Staatsoper Ballet when she was just 18 years old! Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYKwRoLPLVk

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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08/23/11

“To dance is to be out of yourself. Larger, more beautiful, more powerful. This is power, it is glory on earth and it is yours for the taking.”

-Agnes De Mille

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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08/22/2011

I have always been my harshest critic. As dancers, I feel like we all think the things that go wrong onstage are somehow magnified to the millionth degree in the eyes of the audience. After shows I often ask friends or family in the audience questions like, “did you see me slip when I was running?” or “did you notice that I did the wrong the head?” To my surprise, their answer is almost always “no,” and regardless of whether or not they say it just to make me feel better, when I actually stop and think about it, the tiny, one-second mistakes are not important as the bigger picture. No matter how earth shattering the micro-details seem to me in my quest for perfection, what I have to ask myself is, what is the audience going to remember at the end of the night? The girl who rolled down off her pointe shoe in her arabesque? Or an overall beautiful and entertaining show? I would certainly like to think that the correct answer is the second one. What happens on stage happens; you can’t go back and fix it so worrying about it after the fact does no good. I have to remember that stressing over every detail in the end is mostly just a source of frustration. Instead I should focus on dancing from my heart and not holding anything back when I perform.

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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08/19/2011

Despite the fact that all of the people I know know me as “the ballet dancer” and that I have no problem labeling myself as such, how much I am wired into ballet is even surprising to me sometimes. For example, my mom went to the library the other day. What did she bring home for me? No Twilight, no Harry Potter, but instead, three books about ballet (one of which, The Sugarless Plum, about New York City Ballet dancer Zippora Karz’s struggle with diabetes, I would recommend to anyone looking for a last minute summer read) along with DVDs of various ballets by companies such as the Royal Ballet. Turns out I am even more of a bunhead than I like to admit. 

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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08/18/11

It has begun, rehearsals for Requiem start tonight! Here’s a picture of principal dancers Hannah Telthorster and Tim Early and a link to listen to Mozart’s Requiem Massthe music for the ballet, to get everyone in the mood!

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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08/15/11

I’m currently reading “The Last Lecture,” the story of a Carnegie Mellon professor who in his last months of life decides to spread a message about truly living. While reading, I came across this paragraph:

“That lesson has stuck with me my whole life. When you see yourself doing something badly and nobody’s bothering to tell you anymore, that’s a bad place to be. You may not want to hear it, but your critics are often the ones telling you they still love you and care about you, and want to make you better.”

As soon as I read this I immediately thought about ballet. There is no way I could be the dancer I am today if it were not for criticism in class. Our ballet teachers do not correct us just because they want to bring us down, but because they know what we are capable of and want us to reach our highest potential. If they didn’t think we could improve anymore, or worse, if they didn’t care whether or not we improved anymore, they wouldn’t bother trying to help. It is definitely a hard thing to learn, and there are days when I have to remind myself over and over that the seemingly endless list of corrections is a positive thing, but it is extremely important to understand in order to not be constantly discouraged. However harsh it comes across, it is all out of love.

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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08/12/11

I can’t believe it is already the middle of August! Since our performance at Rose Tree things have been pretty quiet. After a well deserved week off, open classes began this week and will continue until labor day when the fall schedule gets under way. As we move closer and closer to the start of school, we also move closer to the beginning of rehearsals for this year’s fall performance featuring Nancy Page’s Requiem and Christopher Fleming’s The Phantom. For those of you who do not know, I graduated this past June and am headed off to the University of Cincinnati in September to major in ballet. It still has not fully sunken in that when rehearsals start in the next couple weeks I will not be there. As excited as I am to see what college has in store for me I will certainly miss performing with Brandywine. I look forward to coming home and seeing the shows from a perspective I rarely see them from, a seat in the audience!

- Emma Yasick, Brandywine Ballet dancer & blogger

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